chasing memories.

glaring through time

imaging moments

the summary of life.

stretching along

the boundless trail

figure; a speck

on the ocean, frail.

wavy emotions,

the reflection of me

soft instances

shaping the revolving time.

bound with

the fading memories

cared for with intimacy...

establish a link between the solidarity of humans and the serenity of nature to decipher the mysteries of creation.

mutual changes result in a mutual understanding but for the first time i feel left behind. life or rather my environment seems to be changing faster than i am. a fear is creeping in, that makes me feel insecure. i am unable to fight with the world, and am even losing control on myself! it is the dread of being left alone: without my only support that had always carried me towards the result of my change. the fear might overcome me soon and if it does so i will go back to where i had started.
the thought is frightening!

humanity

that is unjust. it is inhuman. but it is still happening: in every society, in every country. women being beaten, electrified and raped, kids being abused and molested, and all of it because of those few men who think that they have all right to determine the life of others. those people who occupy important positions in the society satisfy their personal egos. the plight of others is not a matter of concern and even more they are not answerable to anyone for their actions. the society has been finely divided into castes and religion and without we even realising it, have been influenced. wealth is the criteria for position. true knowledge and wisdom is disrespected. the hearts of people are enclosed in walls domesticated by the evils of the society. security as a citizen is not gauranteed. education is faulty. environment is turning unfriendly. and yet people are surviving.
without respecting the presence of each individual, no society can be healthy. this world has a little kindness left, and it is this kindness that is carrying the cause of humanity with it in some form.

photography

it is not just a photo that you see but time captured in a single click of a camera with perfection. it is all about the beauty you can capture in that second and the world that it reveals at the first glance. this beauty lies in the honesty and originality of the moment as well as the thought. the colours it blends adds life, the colours it avoids depicts emotions. it speaks volumes. its an outlet for the long buried desire to explore beauty in its best form. its a matterof time. its a matter of sincerity. its a matter of purity. be true to it and you can be true to yourself!

rehearsed, mocked, and submitted.
being oppressed under the expectations
to be what i am. but i am scared.
of the reality,of each moment
that consistently tries to kill me.
the resistence is too weak
and also an escape to the safer side.

live life

i want to live. live for a passion. and a dream. and to achieve everything that is beautiful no matter how ugly the path to it, is. i want to eliminate everything that is unpleasant around me. i want to make this world a better place for myself and others. i want to fly in the sky high above the rest. i want to achieve the unreachable. i want to empower freedom. i want to set myself free and follow the free course of destiny. i want to carry the world with me. i want to .....
i want to bring about a change for the better; for myself and everybody around me. so that i can make life worth living. for myself and for others!

that's life!

i learnt life is beautiful if surrounded by beautiful people.
life is beautiful if gifted with a smile.
life is beautiful if confined to joys.
but life is even more beautiful if it is made so.
it is beautiful when succumbed with injuries
it is beautiful when enclosed in the dark.
it is more enthusiastic when it is rough and you get tough.
it is more worthwhile if you follow your passion.
even more if you live for it.
if you treasure the little moments of fulfillment.
the little accomplishments that welcome you each day.
the little moments of joy.
it is even more beautiful if you make life beautiful for others.

hell with life. with each moment that has upsetted me. only if i could realise that this life is mine. i wouldnt let anybody mess with it. let it be a passer by or the closest of people. my emotions cant be influenced by the one trying to offend me or the one doing it unintentionally. it was a smile that made my day worth it for the most trivial reasons. isnt it fun to be happy and gift a smile to others? it really is. try it. smile at a little child. the smile that is returned is real bliss!

truth

hold on to me. i said intensifying my thoughts. it was leaving me....alone. i wanted it to come back. it had been my only support, my only belief, my only faith. when i was alone i knew it was keeping an eye on me to make sure that my thoughts dont misguide me. i knew you are always there. i dont want to break your faith in me. dont bring me to such a circumstance, and if you do then guide me through it. you are my only solace, my only peace. you are what i want to live for. you are my dream. you wont cheat me if i dont cheat you. coz you are the truth!

believe in the truth and the truth will set you free

insecure

the fear crawled in. it was an insecurity. the insecurity that i had long overcome was creeping in again. i wanted to get away with it. its deadening. i had felt it all before and knew how devastating it could be. not just for me but also for those around me. it couldn't let it overcome me. i had to surpass it. cause i am stronger than any force around me. i am more rough. i am more tough. i got the power to resist all the temptations and kill all my fears. i was born to be more powerful than everything around me. and this thought gives me the power to fight with that insecurity within me. i will end victorious!

simply the beauty

behind the complexities of life lies the simplicity of beauty.

'the answer my friend is blowing in the wind' to every dilemma within me. isnt lyf weird that way? reminds me of the words that someone had once told me. it s a puzzle that s waiting to be solved! i mean lyf with its dilemmas. huh.

the way things change can be weird

i stand on one corner of ma lyf trying to have a look at ma past and ma so called future...i feel lost. who am i? infact what am i? did i ever have a past and will i have a future i can count upon? i have nt treated lyf with care because i thought it was not meant to be. but neither did lyf treat me fairly......was i rite in thinking so. LIFE COULDNT BE FAIRER! probably that s the reason i know my priorities and can b sure that they hv been set ryt. but ......thr so many questions to be asked. but who ll answer them....i guess its TIME!

life is a dream

'life is a dream where i walk and i sleep' but does it end there. i just hope it did. life would better be a 'song '. i am ready to give it the music provided it plays on for long. everyday life kicks me and asks me strike a chord, to take the lead and make a music. i dont.

today

i dare to dream. there is a power in it. the passion for the achievement overpowers the difficulties that come in the way.
the day is mine and every moment i live is under my control. no matter what others say i dont consider it until i feel strongly for it. u know why? i dont give any one else the power to guide my life. its mine.
today i felt satisfied. i made my day. nobody else influenced it but me! isnt the feeling so fulfilling it itself?