and realised that it had been barren for quite some time now.
i am listening to music as i am writing this
in spite of the fact that i prefer silence at such times.
music always distracts.
but today it is behaving differently;
it is forcing me to write by provoking a feeling in me.
as is mostly the case, i leave the feeling unnamed.
they seem beyond the grasp of words like nostalgic and reminiscent,
the words dont describe the tears that my heart bleeds
when it gets in touch with sudden peace
And not just that-it is fulfillment.
it comes with knowing the fact that i am living:
honestly and in my true definition-
living with uncertainity and in the moment-
the secret of all risks, and success.